Although I continue to help at Ray of Hope, God set it on my heart that my main purpose for this year in Taiwan is to study Chinese and to learn the language as fluently as possible. So back to school I went. Honestly, people must think I'm one of those eternal students who spend their life in school after 6 years of university, 2 years in Bible college, Christian Counselling courses, a Teaching English as a Second Language program, and now studying Chinese. It might seem like I LOVE school but really I'm just trying to follow as God leads!
Currently I'm enrolled in classes for one year at the Chinese Language Centre (CLC) at the National Cheng Kung University (NCKU). I'm really grateful because NCKU is one of the top universities in Taiwan and their CLC is very reputable and well-known. I'm also thankful that I live in Tainan and not Taipei because there are fewer foreigners, which means that I have more opportunity to practice speaking Chinese, rather than defaulting to English all the time.
So just a little background on me...studying Chinese was definitely not my first choice. If I had a choice I would have moved to Japan and learned to speak Japanese fluently, for the obvious reason that I am Japanese. My entire family is Japanese and most don't speak English. I can just imagine how wonderful it would be to have a full conversation with my Grandma without my mom translating for me. But God has a purpose and ways beyond what we can see with our own eyes and so here I am learning this strange language! I also know that there will be a time for me in the future to focus on and learn Japanese. I don't know how many languages He intends for me to learn but I know that whatever He will help me with whatever He asks me to do :)
Another reason I preferred not to learn Chinese is because it is such a difficult language to learn! Chinese is what you would call a tonal language, which means that you can say the same syllable with a different tone and it will have a different meaning. For example, take the syllable "ma". Depending on the tone you use, "ma" can mean "mother", "horse", "hemp", or "scold". It takes a well trained ear to be able to hear the differences in the tones and also to be able to speak with tones. Chinese is also so difficult because of their complex writing system. Instead of using an alphabet like English does, Chinese uses over 3000 characters. Take the word "Taiwan". In Chinese it is written as "台灣" where the 2 characters represent the 2 syllables "tái" and "wān". In order to be able to read and write you basically have to memorize the sound and meaning of all these characters! I often laugh because my Chinese teacher always says that Chinese is easy. Chinese is not so easy!
Being Asian has both advantages and disadvantages for living in Taiwan and learning Chinese. The main advantage is that people think I'm Taiwanese so they automatically speak to me in Chinese and I get a lot of practice in my listening skills. But the main disadvantage is also that people think I'm Taiwanese so they automatically speak to me in Chinese. When I answer in my poor Chinese they are confused and then I have to explain that I'm actually Canadian and that my parents are Japanese. The often look somewhat disappointed in me so I think they don't believe me. It must be a complete mystery to them that although I'm Asian, I can't speak Chinese fluently. It's all quite funny to me and I'm really just thankful to have any opportunity to practice my Chinese.
Learning a second language (or third, or fourth for that matter) is definitely not a piece of cake. It takes time, patience, hard work, diligence, humility, and much, MUCH practice. Most people study years to even come close to fluent in a new language. I have such a deep appreciation for people who have immigrated to a new country and culture, learned a new language, and lived, studied and worked using their new language. I am reminded to always be kind and patient with foreigners back in Canada who are learning English because now I know what it's like to be in their shoes. It takes a lot of courage to be willing to try to speak a new language in a foreign country because making countless mistakes is inevitable. Taiwan has been a wonderful place to learn though because the Taiwanese people have been incredibly gracious and have made it a fun experience. I thank God continually for this journey and am excited to learn more over the rest of the year!